Everything Fred – Part 239

19 February 2024

Happy Presidents’ Day! I think with the background of all my history courses (a minor at Ole Miss) my favorite is FDR. A close second is Teddy. I think Jimmy Carter made a much better ex-President than President and set and example for all to follow. Here’s the current rating of the American Political Science Association. The info below was on the ElectoralVote.com web site.

“The Presidents and Executive Politics Section of the American Political Science Association surveyed its members about presidential greatness. The 525 members were ask to score each president from 0 (failure) to 100 (great). Here are the results:

Rank President 2024 Rating 
Abraham Lincoln 93.87 
Franklin D. Roosevelt 90.83 
George Washington 90.32 
Theodore Roosevelt 78.58 
Thomas Jefferson 77.53 
Harry S. Truman 75.34 
Barack Obama 73.80 
Dwight D. Eisenhower 73.73 
Lyndon B. Johnson 72.86 
10 John F. Kennedy 68.37 
11 James Madison 67.16 
12 Bill Clinton 66.42 
13 John Adams 62.66 
14 Joe Biden 62.66 
15 Woodrow Wilson 61.80 
16 Ronald Reagan 61.62 
17 Ulysses S. Grant 60.93 
18 James Monroe 60.15 
19 George H.W. Bush 58.54 
20 John Quincy Adams 55.41 
21 Andrew Jackson 54.70 
22 Jimmy Carter 54.26 
23 William Howard Taft 51.67 
24 William McKinley 51.23 
25 James K. Polk 49.83 
26 Grover Cleveland 48.31 
27 Gerald Ford 46.09 
28 Martin Van Buren 45.46 
29 Rutherford Hayes 41.15 
30 James Garfield 40.98 
31 Benjamin Harrison 40.64 
32 George W. Bush 40.43 
33 Chester Arthur 39.61 
34 Calvin Coolidge 39.38 
35 Richard Nixon 36.41 
36 Herbert Hoover 34.08 
37 John Tyler 32.99 
38 Zachary Taylor 32.97 
39 Millard Fillmore 30.33 
40 Warren Harding 27.76 
41 William Henry Harrison 26.01 
42 Franklin Pierce 24.60 
43 Andrew Johnson 21.56 
44 James Buchanan 16.71 
45 Donald Trump 10.92 “

Of course, the list is mostly subjective and more recent Presidents often fair better than earlier Presidents. It’s always an interesting list and one that elicits plenty of discussion.

Last evening, I had a burst of energy and made Grandma Laura’s tea cakes.

There’s something about cold weather that brings out the urge to make these. I can still picture making these with her in Ruby’s kitchen.

For dinner I decided to do the vegetarian version of beef stroganoff. It uses a lot of mushrooms and onions and is delicious. I put it over egg noodles.

This morning was pretty cool for us (59°F) with 25 mph gusts. The sky was overcast. In short, a perfect day for walking if you bundled up.

Those eyebrows need a trim!

I did 0.9 miles this morning and I was pleased that my gait was decent and I noticed a distinct lessening of foot drop as I walked. When I was almost home, I did notice the foot drop increasing but I feel that physical therapy is helping with that.

I now have a consensus. Dr. Wu, pain specialist, agrees that the neuropathy is due to the Taxol treatments. He’s suggested to stick with the Gabapentin and even up the dosage if Dr. Chamely approves which he’s already said he’s willing to go higher on the dosage.

As to the lower back, it’s interesting what one doctor will tell you as opposed to another. Dr. Chamely did not tell me that my L5-S1 disc was completely gone but according to Dr. Wu, it is. To be honest, most of the time the pain in my lower back is around 1 out of 10. If I suddenly twist it or bend forward or backward too quickly, it shoots up to around 5 out of 10. When sciatica hits, it’s a 10 out of 10 but fortunately that doesn’t happen often – maybe once every two weeks.

Dr. Wu says taking Advil for the pain is OK as long as it is not a prolonged dosage. I never take it for long periods of time anyway. So, he wants to see me in 3 months but I made it 4. Funny how there’s nothing to do but go back and see him again. They have to earn a living some how.

As the afternoon progressed, I noticed the foot drop has reappeared. I guess that’s to be expected.

Tomorrow is the Herceptin treatment at 9:15 am. I should be out of there by noon, fingers crossed.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 238

18 February 2024

I used the forecast of rain not to do my morning walk. I was a little tired anyway. I discover it’s easy to find excuses these days.

After the Zoom meeting last night with friends, I pretty much conked out around 9:30 pm and didn’t get out of bed until around 8 am. There were some strange dreams intermixed with the night’s sleep and one in particular was about a house I lived in and while it was undergoing renovation, some realtor was trying to sell it out from me. I’m not sure how to interpret that one.

The rain finally did start around 10:30 and feeling guilty, I decided to do my physical therapy exercises. Shannon has shown me a couple of exercises to strengthen my calves and my left one is definitely less responsive than the right. However, today, for the first time, there was a little life in the left calf. Perhaps there’s some progress going on their muscle-wise.

I still have back pain when I first get up. I am more than a little curious what Dr. Wu, the pain specialist at Holy Cross will say about the MRI results and the neuropathy. Monday starts a busy week with Dr. Wu. Tuesday is a Herceptin treatment at 9:15 am, then I have a blood draw on Wednesday morning and an afternoon physical therapy session the same day. The week eases off after Wednesday.

Last week, when I ordered groceries, I ordered some Asian lilies (they are all hybrids). I like them because (1) they have a wonderful aroma and (2) they last a very long time. You are supposed to cut the stamens out so they last longer but I never do. I guess that means I’m a purist when it comes to flowers. There is one drawback to not removing the stamens and that is pollen gets everywhere on every surface.

This is what happens with one little tap on a flower. I put a piece of paper under it to catch the pollen and got rewarded with one or two thousand grains of pollen.

Let’s see. No chores, it’s raining, got my exercises done. I think I’ll get back in bed and read a while and then nap a while. It certainly beats those Sundays that I usually mowed the yard back in the day.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 237

17 February 2024

We’re getting an afternoon shower which may keep me from having to add water to the pool. It’s our dry season and it’s certainly been dry.

I made 1.2 miles this morning. I was dragging towards the end – literally, my legs and feet weren’t cooperating – but as I got closer to the house it seems like I got a second wind. I’ve had that experience on hikes before. One rather peculiar observation is that my hands seem to get more numb when I walk. Usually, the numbness is in my fingertips and thumbs but as I get into the walk, it spreads to most of my hands and up my wrists. I have no idea about that except half the time I’m walking, one arm is hanging down while the other is on my walking stick. I trade sides with hands on the walking stick so maybe I have poor circulation when my arm hangs down.

The mornings are really nice with the temp in the 60’s. I’ve started having my second breakfast on the patio. I usually eat my fruit bowl and have my first cup of coffee in front of the computer checking emails and reading the news. After my walk, I have half a grapefruit and a second cup of coffee while I do The Washington Post crossword. At least I try to do the crossword. The Saturday one is the toughest and I generally have to look up the answers.

The table and chairs were given to me by Tom and Kurt. Rather, they sold it to me for $5. I still owe them the $5. Each end has an extension I put on for the Thanksgiving crowd. The sun hasn’t quite gotten to the chair that’s pulled sideways so I don’t have to fight the glare. The only real worry is mosquitos and they are a constant in South Florida.

Today was clean house and wash clothes. There’s nothing like Saturday chores to get you focused. Again, I don’t do as much cleaning as I used to on Saturdays but get the essentials done: bathroom, floors, change linen. There’s usually two loads of laundry with three dryer loads. The reason for three dryer loads is I dry the sheets separately, otherwise, they just get tangled in all the other clothes and nothing gets dry that cycle. At least I don’t do much ironing these days. I still iron my blue jeans and an occasional shirt that is not “no iron.” Otherwise, I pretend everything is linen and just go with it.

Last night I watched the Superman movie with Christopher Reeve, Margot Kidder, Gene Hackman, Ned Beatty, Glen Ford, and Jackie Cooper. I forgot how good the movie is and I’m amazed it has held up as well as it has over time. For some reason I remember Margot Kidder looking better than she did in the movie.

Tonight I have a zoom meeting with old, literally, college colleagues.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 236

16 February 2024

Do you like my new pal? Can you tell what he is? The answer is below.

Shannon at physical therapy warned me I might be dragging a little today. What she didn’t tell me was I would be dragging that very afternoon. I left physical therapy around 2 pm and drove over to Walgreens to pick up my new, higher dosage of Gabapentin. From there, I stopped at Winn-Dixie to pick up some fresh fruit and veggies and to have the checkout lady cough all over everything. At least she wore a mask. When I got home I really started to feel tired.

Today I also feel tired but felt up to a walk. The shortest morning walk I do is around 1.2 miles down one of the streets that sandwiches a canal to the New River. I got about half way down and realize I needed to turn back. Way to go me! I’m wising up! My walk ended up around 0.6 miles and I felt it when I got home.

Today is pool filter day. I decided to not rake the leaves, instead I washed them off the deck. I can manage washing the filter sitting down and the only drama comes when I try to replace the filter in the cartridge. So far, with that little piece I didn’t know I was missing, it’s been a breeze. I then did a little watering of plants and a freshwater wash down of the patio.

Freshwater wash down is a sea going term. When I was aboard ship in the Coast Guard, after a cruise, we’d pull into port and have a freshwater wash down of the entire ship. You’d be surprised at how much sea salt accumulates on every structure on a ship. I never had to participate in the wash down but it took a while – it was a pretty big cutter at 210 feet.

Occasionally, OK, more often than not, our fresh water system went down while at sea. It was a reverse osmosis type of device and generally didn’t cooperate. That meant to save what little freshwater we had stored on board in our tanks, we had to take salt water showers. Pretty soon everyone was walking around with a thin crust of salt on them. It’s uncomfortable to say the least. The first thing crew did upon reaching port was to do a freshwater wash down of themselves. Folks with ocean front property understand when their windows salt over and spoil their view.

After completing the wash down of the patio, I wanted to stay ahead of the weeds so I did another spraying in the front and back yards. It had gotten out of control there for a while.

For lunch, I made a mix of avocado, cucumber, red onion, zucchini, and chick peas drizzled with EVOO, salt, pepper, and lime juice. I figured I needed to start eating a little healthier and with a little more protein, hence the avocado and chick peas. After the clean up, I hit the bed to read a little and then took an hour nap.

Last night, I did something I’ve never done before. I watched the entirety of Citizen Kane. I’ve never seen the complete movie until last night – only bits and pieces over the years. It’s considered the best movie ever made for years. It was Orson Welles’ first movie (1941) and he produced, directed, and starred in it. No ego there.

I know it’s supposed to be great but I suspect there’s a reason I never sat down to see it from start to finish because what snippets I saw did not attract me. I’m sure there were cinematographic firsts and other firsts for this film but I only found it mildly engaging. Maybe it’s something about powerful egos. Let’s just say that in academia, I’ve run into my share of them. The only person I recognized in the cast (for many it was their first movie) was Joseph Cotten. Well, now I can say I saw Citizen Cane. It is sufficient. Let’s just leave it at Rose bud.

My friend show above is a hand exerciser. You grab the base and put your fingers through the loop and squeeze. I’m tired of having no strength in my hands and hope this will stimulate muscle growth.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 235

15 February 2024

I have no idea what’s going on but I feel really, really good today. It’s no secret that bipolar disorder runs in our family history and it’s almost like I’m in a manic phase – both mentally and physically. Whatever it is, I’ll take it. I haven’t felt this well in a long time.

I managed a 0.4 mile walk this morning by walking around two blocks in the neighborhood. I didn’t think I was going to make it for the first part because my feet felt like the bones were trying to protrude through the soles of my feet but that went away and I was able to complete the walk.

On top of that, it’s a beautiful day in the hood.

The temperature is perfect and the humidity is low and it’s a real pleasure to be outside.

Even though I feel great at the moment, I’ve decided not do any projects around the house today. I’ve burned myself out too many times before. I may be slow but I eventually learn my lesson. I also have physical therapy this afternoon and I know that will work me.

I think the biggest thing mentally is the hope that I may either eliminate or mitigate the neuropathy. That hope was given yesterday with my EMG results with the neurologist. Even if it takes two years, I at least have some reasonable hope it might go away or at least abate enough for me to get back on hiking trails.

Last night was movie night with Chris and Tucker. We watched Last Holiday with Queen Latifah, LL Cool J, Timothy Hutton, and Gérard Depardieu. I kept telling Chris it was Ice T, not LL Cool J. It’s a great feel good movie even though it starts with Queen Latifah thinking she had three weeks to live. The scenery is gorgeous and the actors are great. It’s worth a viewing if you’ve not seen it. On the plus side, it also has some great scenes filmed in New Orleans.

I got hungry for caramel popcorn again yesterday. It’s a real mess in making. I’ve never found an easy way to make sure the popped kernels get coated with caramel. The recipe calls for one cup of un-popped corn and 1/4 cup of coconut oil. That filled my largest pot with popped corn. I used to pour the caramel into that pot and stir but everything keeps coming out of the pot and all over the counter.

One recipe suggested putting the popped corn on baking sheets and then pouring the caramel over the top of those. I tried that yesterday but discovered that there were too many pieces of popcorn on each baking sheet. More popcorn on the counter and floor.

In any case, I finally got it all done.

It turned out to be pretty good. Here’s the recipe I used.

Set oven to 250°F
Put 1/4 cup of coconut oil (or any oil, really) into your largest pot and put on medium heat.

When the oil is hot, add 1 cup of un-popped popcorn kernels. As the corn begins to pop, shake the pot so un-popped kernels fall to the bottom and continue to pop. After the popping slows down, remove from the heat.

I spread the popped corn between two cookie sheets (I recommend you do three) and placed them in the oven while I made the caramel sauce.

Caramel sauce

3/4 cup butter
2/3 cup Karo syrup (light or dark works)
3/4 cup brown sugar (light or dark)
1 tsp salt
3/4 tsp baking soda
2 tsp vanilla extract

Melt the butter in a medium saucepan. Add the brown sugar, Karo syrup, and salt and mix well. Stir constantly until the mixture begins to boil. Then stop. Don’t stir anymore for 5 minutes.

After 5 minutes, add the vanilla extract and the baking soda and quickly stir. Be quick because the baking soda will cause it to foam up.

Quickly pour the caramel sauce over the cookie sheets with the corn. Then try to stir the popped corn into the sauce.

Place the cookie sheets in the oven and stir every 15 minutes for 45 minutes. Pull out of the oven and let cool before you bag up the caramel corn.

Some suggest to spray the cookie sheets before hand with nonstick spray. I didn’t and it was a little effort to get the hardened caramel sauce off the cookie sheet but hot water does the job.

You’ll probably get popcorn everywhere in the kitchen. However, it’s worth it for the fresh caramel corn.

Stay tuned!

Cancer Update – Part 93

14 February 2024

Happy Valentine’s Day!

I put this under the cancer heading because I finally got some answers about the neuropathy today. I’ve been well and truly stuck with needles and shocked with electrodes today. It was pretty evenly divided between the shocking (30 minutes) and sticking with needles (30 minutes).

The shocks were anywhere from very minor (static electricity type) to significant (think hitting your funny bone). The technician did both legs and both arms and hands. For a while there, it looked like I was doing a St. Vitus dance. When she finished, Dr. Chamely came in for the needle probes.

Overall, the needle sticks were not as bad as the shocks. However, sometimes he had trouble placing the needle and any time he had me flex the muscle he was testing, the sensation intensified. He tested both legs and the left arm and leg but let the right arm and hand alone.

If you remember, the neurologist, Dr. Chamely, was basically telling me it was my diabetes that was causing my neuropathy and my endocrinologist, Dr. Jellinger saying it was probably the Taxol. Looks like the Taxol has won out – for now.

I do have both sensory and motor damage both in the upper and lower parts of my body. There is significant spinal stenosis between L4 and L5 (lumbar vertebrae) and L5 and S1 (sacral). The L4-L5 is mostly on the left and the L5-S1 is mostly on the right. The right part of my spinal cord has been damaged longer than the left but the left feels more acute (there’s where my sciatica is occurring) because I’ve accustomed to it on the right.

The real question is whether or not the neuropathy is due to the spinal stenosis or to Taxol. Dr. Chamely pulled up some scientific journals I don’t have access to and one journal reported that 80% of the people with neuropathy due to Taxol got better between 2 months and 2 years. It’s already been well over 2 months since my last Taxol treatment (October 19) so if it is the Taxol that is causing the neuropathy, it should slowly be getting better over the next two years.

In addition, I have sensory and motor problems in the upper arms. He did find it was not due to carpal tunnel so I can get rid of the wrist braces. That should make sleeping a little easier at night. However, it is probably due to my habit of resting on my elbows too much. So, he says not to do that.

Here’s the caveat. If the neuropathy is not due to Taxol (I have always thought it is) then it’s due to spinal stenosis. Other than surgery, my main option is epidurals to relieve the pain. I’ll find out more about that with my appointment with the pain specialist, Dr. Wu, on Monday.

Strangely, I count this as good news! If Taxol is the problem, there’s a good chance it will progressively resolve itself. To help with the pain, Dr. Chamely upped my Gabapentin doses to 900 mg a day versus the 600 mg. He reminded me the drug is safe up to 5000 mg/day so I’m a long way off from the maximum dose. I’m to see him in six months.

Tonight is movie night with Chris. I told Tucker he’s in charge of the popcorn!

Yesterday, I tried a Tamale Casserole recipe. I liked the results. I think I could probably do without the ground beef and make this a vegetarian dish and still like it. This is a keeper!

Stay tuned!

Tamale Casserole

INGREDIENTS

1 pound ground beef or bison 
1 can ranchero beans 
1 jar medium salsa 
1 box gluten-free corn bread and muffin mix 
1 egg 
1 ⅓ cup low-fat buttermilk 
6 tablespoons melted unsalted butter 
1 can diced mild green chiles (optional) 

DIRECTIONS

  • Step 1
    Preheat the oven to 400°F.
  • Step 2
    In a large skillet, brown meat, breaking up any large pieces.
  • Step 3
    Drain well and return to stove.
  • Step 4
    Add beans and salsa, stir to combine and simmer over medium heat 5 to 7 minutes.
  • Step 5
    Let cool slightly then spoon into a 9×12-inch casserole dish.
  • Step 6
    Prepare cornbread batter according to package directions, using egg, buttermilk, butter and green chiles, if desired.
  • Step 7
    If desired, mix drained green chiles into batter.
  • Step 8
    Carefully spoon over top of beef mixture. Smooth out to cover.
  • Step 9
    Bake until cornbread is lightly brown and filling is bubbling, about 25 minutes.

Everything Fred – Part 234

13 February 2024

A day with no appointments and my feet are killing me. They started really hurting last night around 8 pm and even though I got plenty of sleep (thanks Temazepam), when I got up this morning they started again. Even stranger, it’s the little toe on my left foot that is the worst of the pain. That little piggy is hurtin’.

I managed to do the physical therapy exercises this morning. Getting down on the floor is interesting. I get about half way down and then just fall the rest of the way. After doing the physical therapy routine, getting back up is easy but vertigo hits me pretty hard and I have to pause a while before taking any steps.

It’s overcast, windy and it rained early this morning. We needed the rain, don’t need the wind and we can take a break from the sun for a while. It seems a cold front is coming through and the lows tonight are predicted to be in the high 50’s.

My cousin Jimmie and I were talking about Roosevelt State Park in Mississippi. In came up in conversation about a possible visit to Mississippi to see relatives. I’m toying with the idea of staying in one of their cabins. It’s been years since I’ve been to the park and would like to relive old memories of the place. My earliest recollection is a Cub Scout meet and being in a 3-legged race (and falling down). Later, I camped many nights there with our local Boy Scout Troop 28.

One thing we both remembered were the WWII artillery pieces on display in the park. There was a Sherman tank we played on and a howitzer and a rather large gun that I think was an 8“.

They had stripped the tank of most dangerous stuff but you could still get hurt. The lids that closed the crew into the tank were still there and heavy and you could mash a finger with those things. I remember crawling out on the end of the barrel of the 8″ gun. She and I discussed whether they are still there but photos of the park on the web don’t show them. They were great play areas for kids back then but I’m sure parents today would cringe at the thought of kids playing on those weapons. Come to think of it, it’s pretty lucky Jimmie and I even survived childhood with daredevil bike stunts, dangerous gymnastics on monkey bars, building tree houses, exposure to DDT, and playing in the highway (I didn’t say we were smart).

Tomorrow at 2 early in the morning is my EMG (electromyography) where I pay someone to stick needles into me and determine if my muscles twitch when they are supposed to. I’ve never had one of these before and when I read up on the procedure, it still doesn’t tell me much. Of course, there’ll be a follow up appointment to explain everything.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 233

12 February 2024

I usually never watch a Super Bowl all the way through but I did last night. It was a pretty good football contest in between everything else that went on. Either I am getting old or my hearing is going because I didn’t understand a word of the half time show. I like Usher and I like the music. Maybe because it was performed in a stadium and the sound engineer didn’t do a good job? In my opinion, the commercials, usually standouts, were just mediocre this time. For a lot of them, I couldn’t figure out what they were advertising. Maybe there are some advantages to getting old after all.

An eight minute trip to physical therapy this morning took me 40 minutes. I was actually five minutes late. It wasn’t the drawbridge this time (although it was up an unusually long time on my return trip). The delay was due to a freight train just before Andrews Avenue. It was moving along at a pretty fast clip at first but then begin to slow and then begin to creep by. Everyone was turning around and looking for alternate routes (by the length of the freight, there would be none because all of the crossings would be closed). I called the physical therapy center and told them I would be late. Then the train cleared the crossing and I zoomed into the parking lot. I was literally yards from the physical therapy center when I got stopped.

Shannon understood my canceling Friday’s session due to exhaustion. She put me through my paces and I was out of there 30 minutes later. That seems to be the length of time they work with you. Since Trinity bought out Holy Cross, they’ve been asked to work one more patient in a day (to the exclusion of their lunch hour).

Here’s a section of the physical therapy place. The entire floor is rubber matted.
This is the device I usually start on. Notice it is set to level three (upper left). Shannon doesn’t think I notice she ups it one every time I’m on it. It’s a little like walking uphill.
Yes, it does look like a water boarding device. It works your quadriceps. You do “squats” on it.

I’m usually a little tired after each session but I seem to bounce back pretty quickly. I also try to repeat at home several of the exercises which don’t require equipment. The whole purpose is to build up my strength and stamina – both of which I need.

Tomorrow I have the day off from appointments. I think I’ll celebrate and go have a donut.

Stay tuned!

Everything Fred – Part 232

11 February 2024

Happy Super Bowl Sunday! In between all the commercials, entertainment, conspiracy theories, and expert analysis, they will actually play a football game which is secondary to everything else.

If you read between the above lines, you may be able to determine I feel pretty good this morning. Not good enough to chance a morning walk but good enough to get out of the house, pick up my insulin prescription and stop at Winn-Dixie on the way back to the house to round out my grocery order yesterday. I needed cantaloupe and a few other ingredients for tonights dinner.

I also decided to reward myself and bought a dozen Duncan Donuts. Yes, I know, my sugar levels…. However, I like to think I do everything in moderation. They freeze well and I can have one a day for 10 days (I inhaled two right off the bat). My preference is simple glazed, maple frosted and those dipped in chocolate. I couldn’t figure out what the guy was asking about the chocolate ones. When I got back to the house, I understood he was asking if I wanted sprinkles. I got sprinkles accidentally. All good.

I’ve gotten addicted to Whole Foods online recipe section. I scroll through that and see what looks good. If you click on an option, it provides you a list of ingredients. My choice was “Root Vegetable Stew with Beef and Barley.” Strangely, instead of stew meat, they provided ground beef. It also called for barley but neither Whole Foods nor Winn-Dixie had barley. I did find a package of precooked barley and lentils and substituted that. I also had to substitute a turnip for a rutabaga. I’ll put the recipe down below.

Just so you know, I’m getting old. One sign of aging in old folks when I was a kid was age spots. Well, I have a doozie.

I must be over a century at least! Actually, it’s due to the chemo I’m undergoing and is called thrombocytopenia or Purpura. It’s because I have low platelet levels and when I bump into something capillaries bleed into the surrounding area and my blood doesn’t clot like it should. I’ve got them all over my arms, particularly where I wear my watch which constantly pushes against my skin. Most of the spots I’ve forgotten what I bumped into.

I will watch some of the Super Bowl today. I generally can’t sit through the entirety of the broadcast but I can do short periods. It doesn’t really get too exciting until the end and even if something occurs when I’m not watching, it’ll be on replay for the next 25 years.

Here’s the recipe from Whole Foods. Stay tuned!

Root Vegetable Stew with Beef and Barley

INGREDIENTS

¼ cup all-purpose flour or oat flour 
¼ teaspoon fine sea salt 
⅛ teaspoon ground black pepper 
¾ pound lean beef round, cubed 
3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, divided 
2 large stalks celery, chopped 
1 medium onion, chopped 
3 medium carrots, chopped 
½ medium rutabaga, peeled and chopped 6 white button mushrooms, sliced 
⅓ cup pearled barley 
1 quart beef broth, divided 
1 bay leaf 
¼ cup chopped parsley for garnish 

DIRECTIONS

  • Step 1
    In a medium bowl, combine flour with the salt and pepper.
  • Step 2
    Toss cubed beef in flour mixture, coating all sides and reserving any leftover flour.
  • Step 3
    In a large Dutch oven or soup pot, heat 2 tablespoons olive oil over medium heat.
  • Step 4
    Brown beef on all sides and remove to a plate.
  • Step 5
    Add remaining tablespoon of olive oil to the pan.
  • Step 6
    Stir in celery, onion, carrots, rutabaga and mushrooms, scraping up any brown bits from the bottom of the pot.
  • Step 7
    Cook vegetables until softened, stirring, for 3 minutes.
  • Step 8
    Add barley and continue to cook, stirring for an additional minute.
  • Step 9
    In a seperate bowl, stir 1/4 cup beef broth into remaining flour until completely blended.
  • Step 10
    Add this, along with remaining broth and beef cubes, into the pot.
  • Step 11
    Bring to a boil then reduce heat and simmer, uncovered, stirring occasionally, until beef is tender and stew is thickened, about 1 hour.
  • Step 12
    Remove and discard bay leaf. Garnish with parsley and serve.

Everything Fred – Part 231

10 February 2024

Wow! I’m still recovering from yesterday. I’m dragging through my Saturday morning chores: change bed linen, empty garbage bins, clean the bathroom, vacuum, and mop. Then it’s two loads of clothes to wash and then dry and then fold and then put away. The Boy Scouts trained me well!

That got me to thinking how much my routine has changed over the past year or two. I used to hop in and out of the shower, shave, get dressed and out the door in minutes. That’s out the window. When I shower now, I have to remember if it is a day for an infusion at the cancer center and if it is, make sure I use Ivory soap (very little scent). That’s all while maneuvering in the shower while holding on to the grab bars. Hey, at least I can lift my legs over the edge of my pink tub still!

Shaving is different also. My beard has returned but even coarser than before. Yet my skin on my face is still a little thin and I have to be more careful of cuts. Then, if it is a cancer center day, no cologne and no aftershave. Of course, I produce hair in places now that never used to have it (and no longer have it where I once did – talking to you, testicles). When I do shave (not too frequently these days – too lazy) I also have to trim nose and ear hair. My eyebrows are getting bushy again to the point I have more hair there than on top of my head. Maybe I should start gluing the clippings up there.

Getting up in the morning is also different. I used to just hop out of bed and head to the bathroom, pee, then turn the computer on and go the kitchen. Now, I throw my legs over the bed and wait until the vertigo goes away and ease myself onto the floor. I remove the wrist braces and store them, take two Gabapentin for pain, pee while holding on to the towel racks so I don’t fall into the toilet, go turn on the computer, go back to the bedroom and pull on my compression socks before I dress, then dress. As I work my way to the kitchen, there are the morning pills to down. I think I get a day’s worth of exercise just getting to the kitchen.

I’ve timed making my coffee and preparing my bowl of fruit and yogurt with taking my blood pressure, determining my dissolved oxygen, and checking my temperature. Oh yeah, don’t forget the insulin injection every morning. Oh, and the gel I use for arthritis on my fingers. Then there’s the Metamucil. Fortunately, I’m usually awake enough not to use the Metamucil as sugar, although I have been known to sugar the coffee grounds before brewing. I’ve also forgotten to brew the coffee grounds and put them directly into my coffee cup.

Sometime around 3 or 3:30 pm it’s time for another Gabapentin for pain.

Bedtime means waiting until as late as I can to take two more Gabapentins, an Allegra to keep me from itching all night, and a Temazapam to help me sleep. After reading at bed time, I put TheraTears in my eyes, don my wrist braces and arrange the pillow between my legs before dozing off. I sleep pretty well and usually get at least 7 hours a night but that’s only after everything is arranged perfectly.

I take 8 pills in the morning and 6 in the evening in addition to those mentioned above. What’s strange is even though I take a multivitamin, various doctors have asked me to take three other vitamins: B6, B12, and D. I’m sure I’m excreting the excess through my urine all the time. Either that or I’m fertilizing the hair in my nose and ears.

Every 14 days I have to peel a continuous glucose monitor off and stick a new one on. There’s an app for that. It warns me there are “x” number of days left on my monitor and then the app starts screaming when it’s time to change. Good thing, that. Otherwise, without apps on my iPhone I would constantly forget medications and glucose monitors.

Walking continues to be painful, even if it is just around the house. I think the compression socks help a little. Because of the neuropathy in my hands, I have a real problem manipulating small objects. It’s still hilarious to trim my fingernails. I approach it like a great lab experiment and cry “Eureka!” when I successfully complete the task. You take you victories where you can.

I think what I’m getting at is my life is anything but boring. Who has time to be bored when an app on your phone is going to start ringing that it’s time to do something else? It gives new meaning to the saying “Better living through chemistry.” You gotta laugh a little at life.

Stay tuned!